sugarLOVE -- fallinq down

2006-11-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO :DD

i haven been blogging for the past few days lah

haha, got some many things to blog

but i'm very lazy

well, i started work as a trainee in pizza hut

and my trainee tag is OFF today (:

no longer a trainee

I LOVE KRISTIN MY MANAGER

I LOVE..

Yingping, the girl who always smiles

Joshua, the guy who is always willing to lend me play the racing car game in his PSP

Bob, the guy who helped out in washing the plates with me

Sally, who likes HELLO KITTY, and is helpful

xiaohui,who is always the CASHIER

AH wei,the guy who helps me with everything

Ah xiang, who is my supervisor

Ah cai,who recently cut his LONGGGG HAIR

HAMIZAH,THE CHIOBU (:

and the rest of the crew members

not forgetting the aunties (:

especially AUNTIE IZAH

OHH YA, AND CUTE CUTE SUPERVISOR YATI !

Ha, life in pizza hut rocks

i love the crew.i love the job

but its quite tiring, although there are scoldings

but i'm sure it meant well

I WANNA LEARN !

HA (:

ohhhh, getting results on 13 november

not confident at all

so bored

Need to get books, and get new uniform

i want a new hair cut this year end !

well,i'll stop here

LASTLY, I LOVE OHJ (:

MISSED HIM BADLY >.<

2006-10-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hey hello. I'm way sexier than you think i am.

Way naughtier than your DM

as Bitchy as your female dog

HA!

try me :D

Trust me; i'm sexy.Naughty.Bitchy

Holla,i just came back from Vivo

and just visited MY boyfriend

i didn't steal yours. Aha!

Don't worry, my boyfriend is way cuter than your boyfriend

and i love him

So i went to Haagen Das

and ate ice-cream twice today

with two different person

Watched death note with jessbb

and i love the boys

Ate NY pizza before that and proceed to Haagen das to

find my boyfriend and ate ice-cream

Then, jessbb went home

Vbitch came .

Ate ice-cream at haagen Das again

and and Wenbin refilled my water again!

hahaha (:

poor thing, baby had to scoop the ice-creams today

ohhhh, and i saw ms jamie toh TODAY

Hillgrove secondary School staff!

So ate the ice-cream

walked around

took the train home

and here i am blogging

Awww, i'm damn tired

byeee people

2006-10-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

i wanna do dirty dancing; any partners?

As i said, nobody believed that i can dance lah

LIKE NOBODY!

haha, well can't blame lah

fleshy fleshy dehh

nobody will believe i can dance

Well, went for the pizza hut interview and i've got the JOB

The manager there damn friendly (:

and and the people there tooo

Starting work on wednesday le :D

hehe, i might be working when school starts too

i might stay on :D

it all depends

Well, got back all results, although not the final

but i don't have a single A

oh god, i tried to study but i just can't

Fee; very disappointed lah =X

Well, i missing baby right now

awww

and I'M TIRED

bye people

loves

you wouldn't know how bitchy i am

2006-10-18T20:39:00.001+08:00

It hurt me sooooo much when you said we have nothing more to say...
Or isit we have nothing to say. I cried again& again&again

i couldn't open my eyes in the morning

it was super swollen

worst than the previous day

Let me see, my eyes have been swollen for about 9 days?

haha, i went for the interview today

along with vedelene and elise darling

When we went there

we filled up the form and i asked sooo many questions like

" what's our religion?" "nationalilty"?

Mother is F . Father is M

DUHHH

hahaha, then after filling up

we waited awhile

then this women came towards us and told us

the interviewer is not here today

They will call us back for interview

like .....

So we went to MOS burger to eat

There's this man who is deaf selling some cute key chain for $5

We can buy the key chain elsewhere for like $1.00 plus

But nevertheless, i felt sad for him

He was an angmoh and he couldn't hear

Nobody was willing to buy and suddenly this women took out her wallet and

pass him a$5 notes

I WAS HAPPY AND TOUCHED

she was the only HUMAN BEING

WHO WAS KIND ENOUGH :D

Of couse i didn't buy lah

But if i have the money, i swear i would i would !

i've been feeling rather moody these days

I BELIEVE SOME OF YOU CAN TELL RIGHT?

i hope if i lose my temper

all of you can understand

i'm going crazy already

AHA! baby messaged me today and told me he got the job

I was like *shocked*

HE NO LONGER HAD SO SO MUCH TIME TO PEI ME LE

OH GOD

But i believe; i believe in him

i believe in us

i believe in our relationship

i truely believe !

yes, positive thinking

haha

Well, stop here people

byee

loves

2006-10-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

It hurt me sooooo much when you said we have nothing more to say...
Or isit we have nothing to say. I cried again& again&again

i couldn't open my eyes in the morning

it was super swollen

worst than the previous day

Let me see, my eyes have been swollen for about 9 days?

haha, i went for the interview today

along with vedelene and elise darling

When we went there

we filled up the form and i asked sooo many questions like

" what's our religion?" "nationalilty"?

Mother is F . Father is M

DUHHH

hahaha, then after filling up

we waited awhile

then this women came towards us and told us

the interviewer is not here today

They will call us back for interview

like .....

So we went to MOS burger to eat

There's this man who is deaf selling some cute key chain for $5

We can buy the key chain elsewhere for like $1.00 plus

But nevertheless, i felt sad for him

He was an angmoh and he couldn't hear

Nobody was willing to buy and suddenly this women took out her wallet and

pass him a$5 notes

I WAS HAPPY AND TOUCHED

she was the only HUMAN BEING

WHO WAS KIND ENOUGH :D

Of couse i didn't buy lah

But if i have the money, i swear i would i would !

i've been feeling rather moody these days

I BELIEVE SOME OF YOU CAN TELL RIGHT?

i hope if i lose my temper

all of you can understand

i'm going crazy already

AHA! baby messaged me today and told me he got the job

I was like *shocked*

HE NO LONGER HAD SO SO MUCH TIME TO PEI ME LE

OH GOD

But i believe; i believe in him

i believe in us

i believe in our relationship

i truely believe !

yes, positive thinking

haha

Well, stop here people

byee

loves

2006-10-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

imma Sexy Drama Queen

... i realised something

i realised my friends need not worry about where they are gonna eat everyday after school

but ... I HAVE TOO

They need not worry about how much they spend

but ... I HAVE TOO

I know i shouldn't compare

but it can't be helped

They were out there eating happily

enjoying their food

while i have to stare hard at their food

waiting for them to finish and then go home to eat cup noodle

pathetic right

Why does money have to exist? fuck

Anyway,i've decided to go to pizza hut to work,

whether i'll make it or not

i'll go for the interview although the pay is quite low

ALL BECAUSE OF MONEY MONEY MONEY !

Fine , so school was so so today

For the first two period i had pe lesson but i never join them for stretching

i showed Mr Yeo my pills and that i have menstrual cramp

hahaha ; he was stunned and ask me to line up

so as usual we went to the hall to do stretching

Then haziqah didn't have pe too

so we had a talk

she thank me for the *** i gave her yesterday

so she asked me what brand was that

i told her it was laurier 3D

My favourite

haha and then i told her it was damn good and it had blah blah blah

as if i'm advertising for it

we were laughing all the way

and soo the time goes on .............

It was the last period and Ms Chua gave us our class photo

so i went around asking everybody to sign behind the photo

Everybody willing signed for me

and some gave comments

Suddenly i feel so happy being in this class

Everybody so good to me (:

INCLUDING ALL THE BOYS

haha, you'll laugh at their comments

I LOVE 2E2'06

We rock alright?

and we'll remember each other ok

haha!

Meeting yvonne and yilei at night to talk about tmr's interview at pizza hut :D

peili got accepted for the pizza hut job at jurong point

she was very happy !

good for you and congratulation

Now wish me luck

aha! oh ya, i miss my boy

ohhh and and i wanna thank alicia for creating the blogskin for me :D

A BIG HUG FOR YOU

ohoh, and elise darling

I LOVE YOU & I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT

HEHE

and and vedelene, thanks for letting me blog

hahaha, and the bus trip, and the kbox and EVERYTHING LAH

you rock!

and thanks mummy for buying so many things for me

and and thanks for giving me so many advise on my problems

but can i buy one more thing

hahaha, its a bangle at watts in in West mall

and i want to get it very badly

to wear nice nice and go out with baby :D

buy for me lah !

its $10 only

hahahha

Saving money is bloody difficult

i really had a hard time ok!

So you better appreciate .....

i know you don't understand

But ......

HAHA :D

I MISS& LOVE OHJ (:

Elise is sleeping now in vedelene's bed

and she's super cute (:

i feel like hugging her

yaya

i'm a lesbian

haha

i'm just kidding lah *knock knock*

ROAR* I'M HUNGRY NOW

and and vedelene is cooking for me

seeee told you

vedelene is good

hahaha

ok, i shall stop blogging for now

bye people

loves

2006-10-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

Went to turf city yesterday for a feast with zelin's family with a few aunties, wenbin and hongjun.

i totally enjoyed myself with the boys

They were a fun-loving boys to mix around with

and Zelin's mother is super duper cute;

his father is a joker

hahahaha

oh well, you know why we went for a feast ?

It was anthony's birthday yesterday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

We ate so many many many things

gahhhh, damn full

Return to the her house at 10 plus, blew cake

and we watched funny videos

i get to know zelin's tang di and tang mei

They were peirong and * not so sure about the brother

haha, i had a great time talking to peirong .

i went off about 11.45 pm and took a cab home

hongjun sponser me for the cab fare

hehe, he was worried

i told him that i could take a MRT

and he said NO , take a cab

hahahaha, loves

It would be hongjun's birthday in two weeks time

oh god ;

love him anyway

Went to jurong entertainment centre today to meet shiyin,tricia,leon,vedelene and alicia (:

we dicuss about ms chua surprise

bought a cake, materials for her birthday card

and i went home

Reached home for less than 30 minutes

and i went out with family to imm

The place was renovated and there were more shops

New shopping place for me and hongjun

haha !

We ate at LJS

and went to sheng siong

i love going to sheng siong

because .....

i simply take whateva i want (:

tibits.tibits & tibits

hahaha, take my shampoo, my facial wash, my cup noodles

and many many more

yayness :D

Went home after that and its 10.39 now

and guess what ! i haven bathhh (:

gtg now

byeeeee people

loves

2006-09-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

i'm sooooooo running away from reality

i seems to miss the past more than ever.
but, a second thought
the past ain't good either lah
LIFE IS SO CONTRADICTING, anyway tell you a secret
I HATE LIFE

i've beeeen rather bitchy these few days
as in attitude
totally moody, easily angered
fuck, whats are these
nvm, lets skip this
cause nobody will ever understand, cause neither do i know the real me IRONICAL

K, SO I WAS *LUCKY* TO BE CHOSEN for this survey
1. Full Name: Renee neo pei yun :D
2. Name backwards: nuy iep oen eener ( like helloooo? WHATS THAT! )
3. Meaning of name: no idea, ha!
4. Nickname: Ren, ren nai ...
5. Screen Name: kiera?
6. D.O.B:12 march 1992
7. Place of Birth: Singapore
8. Nationality: Singaporean
9. Current Location: yvonne's house
10. Star Sign: pisces
11. Religion:Free thinkle
12. Height: 155cm . short!
13. Weight: =X
14. Shoe Size: 6
15. Hair Color: Black
16. Eye Color: definately black
17. Who do you look like: THAT BITCH (:
18. Innie or Outtie: don't know!
19. Lefty or Righty: Righty
20. Gay, Straight, Bi or Others: I'M EVERYTHING, AHA!
21. Best Friends: My girlfriends
22. Best friends you trust most: i don't know how to answer this question
23. Favourite Pals: Vedelene,alicia, shuting, shiyin
24. Best Friend of opposite sex: who shall i name? fariz!
25. Best Buddies: yilei& yvonne (loves)
26. Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Boyfriend. heeeee
27. Crush: HADY MIRZA
28. Parents: BEST PARENTS EVER
29. Worst Enemy: Myself
30. Favourite online guy: haha (!)
31. Favourite online girl: ELISE!!
32. Craziest friend: VEDELENE
33. Advice Friend: i don't have one
35. Person you cry with: Nobody
37. Any brothers: Nooooo, would like to have
38. Any pets: NOOOOOO
39. Any disease: serious STM, MENTAL PROBLEM
40. Pager: NAHHHH
41. Personal phone line: 1900-112-ILU
42. Phone: SONY ERICSSON K700I , i would like to have N72
43. Lave Lamp: ?
44. Pool or hot tub: UH UH
45. A car: i would like a volkswagen mini
46. Your personality: FIND it out YOURSELF!
47. Driving: A few years down the road
49.Whats missing: i'm lost in my own world lah
50. School: Hillgrove Sec
51. Bed: heeeee (:
52. Relationship with parents: excellent
53. Believe in yourself: erm, i don't think soooo
54. Believe in love at first sight: kindaa
55. Good listener: yes i am.
56. Get along well with parents: INDEED
57. e-mail convos: HUHS
58. Pray: when I'M afraid
59. Believe in reincarnation: No
60. Make fun of people: yeap, but i'm sorry
61. Like to talk on the phone: to certain people.
62. Want to get married: marriage is a tied down mannnn
63. Like to drive: i don't have a CAR
64. Motion Sickness: boat?
65. Eat stem of broccoli: I LOVE BROCCOLI, but i don't eat the stem at times
66. Eat chicken with fork: Sometimes, OPPS
67. Dream in colours: huh, errrr nope
68. Type with your fingers on home role: ?
69. Sleep with stuff animals: used too, now nooo
70. Next to you: erm?
71. On the walls of your room: light blue paint
72. On your mousepad: nooo mousepad actually
73. Dream car: you mean i have to REPEAT?
74. Dream date: A candlelight dinner on the cablecar, which is called skylight dinner with my boyfriend!
75. Dream honeymoon spot: Hawaii definately mannnn
76. Dream husband or wife: huh?
77. Bedtime: After 12 am (:
78. Under your bed: BOOO, DIRTTT
79. most asked question: "What are we gonna eat for dinner?
80. Bad time of the day: erm?
81. Your worst fear: critisium
82. The weather: WINTER?
83. Time: 8.00 pm
84. Date: 180906

yeap, so here is the survey (:
i'm gonna start mugging !

2006-09-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

hollaaaa (:

had the cancer warrior concert yesterday at scape* youth park (Performed!),
SI came down too
took HADY MIRZA&JON photo
JON gave me a SI LARGE POSTER (:
but anyway, i love HADY MIRZA MORE ehe !

yeap yeap , life is kinda boring these days
and EOY is coming, like 3-4 weeks ?! damn!
i need to STUDY, let me repeat S-T-U-D-Y . S-T-U-D-Y !

aha! ohhhhhh, i simply love ELSA'S VOICE
ask for her song alright?
i'll send to youuuuu or you prefer ME singing for you! ahhhhhh . hehehe
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYING OUT, CAN YOU HEAR MY CALLING OUT,OUT LOUD, CAN YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING OUT..

ohhhh boy; i feel selfish wanting you all for myself
hehe !

school is reopening tmr! tmr!
stupid imf! i have to go to school by myself
cause father had to fetch sister to kallang for the imf thingy
shittyyy, arghhh

oh ya,i cut my hair!
short at the back, kinda long at the front
some people said it was ugly T.T
some said it was cute! nice! and and blah blah
everybody had different taste lah
can't blame right? yea (:
i'm thinking of cutting the longer hair abit shorter
cause i'm afraid the t'cher might catch. lets see how yea?

sooooo, byee people
DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE YOUR BOYFRIEND WANTS ME!

2006-08-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooo

As days goes by
i'm beginning to feel the fear inside me
isit insecure? or . . . .

haha, forgetaboutit
like what i've said, sometimes nobody even borther to understand or care about how you feel
sometimes what you've done, you wouldn't get something in return
just some fuck attitude they would give right?

don't come and ask me who what why
you should know who you are !
if you don't even know its you, then you are worst then i thought

k,lets not talk about these
talked about some issue with vedelene today
i almost cried
i'm afraid, very afraid

how long can i hold on to you
what if ....
what if ....
oh shutup =X

I LOVE ONGHONGJUN LAH
yes i love you, yes i love
and i knew you love me too (:

i hate misunderstanding and petty issues
fuck,had netball training today
having fuck headache,and cramps now!

FEEL LIKE BLOGGIN' NO MORE
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2006-08-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

aha! its my mum's birthday today
happy birthday mummy (:
your daughter loves you
yes yes!

life is kinda alright
we just had our common test
and i hope my results will be alright
as in pass (:

haha, yea fuck sometimes you just feel like nobody listens ..
when your heart is actually crying ><
Bruised and battered by your words, Dazed and shattered how it hurts
opps , forget it

lala , you promise me to be strong, so will i
i won't get affected by her, her HER

i needa a hair cut mummy, my hair is going haywire =X
and i want more more MORE fbt pants .
i love them
oh oh and mummy bought me a green,orange,hotpink t-shirt
yea (:
thanks mummy . loves

well, to people out there
there is ups&down in life la
let bygones be bygones alright
isit how its phrase ? aha!

yeap, you'll still have to move on with life no matter what obstical ? you are facing
you'll still have to get over it
sometimes its ok to think back, but it will be hurting if you keeps hold of memory that should be erased (:

and and in a relationship, you should learn how to give and take alright ?
boys need not be the one who take the initiative ? first alright ? (:

oh my god, my english is terrible
god bless me i'll pass my english
i promise i'll be good (:
aha!

bye people, loves
R

2006-08-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (:
aha!
feeling bitchy out of sudden (;
missing my boy right now

guess what, i'm doing my math homework right now
aha! guai rights =X
going to gym later on with my sexyaye yilei
hoho !

i'm gonna get my green and orange giordano tee which i've been eyeing on
on sunday
i love my mummy (:

oh oh i went fishing yesterday
with my family and hongjun (:
the tide was low and we caught no fish

so we decided to go to marina and see the firework
aha ! love it
but anyway, i went to the toilet and hj accompany me
ok ok, not into the girls toliet i mean :D
anyhow think huh !
hahahahah

so so, when i came out
there was this couple fighting !
omg,really fighting
at first the girl and boy were shouting and blah blah
end up the girl walked away then the boy catch up and from behind the boy sort of push the girl or watever
then then, the girl fall to the grass
omg ><
then then, the girl stood up and began shouting at the boy
then the boy slap the girl
fuck, what kind of boy is that man
hate violence

then aha!
don't tell you le (:
no lah , then suddenly LALALALALA
firework!
so me and hj hand in hand ran to where my family was sitting and watch the firework
amazing right
gagagaga

ohkays i shall stop here
bye peeps

loves (:

2006-08-09T12:10:00.000+08:00

what the fuck wrong is with me T.T
i failed to fulfil the promise i made to myself
i failed .
give me one more week, i'll try my very best to change
i'll try
but jealousy kills
it kills

i'm emotionally unstable
save me

2006-07-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

helloo (:

Finally i can blog
i'm at yvonne house right now,
with about 7 people in the house excluding her family (:
hahahaha, today was agacia's birthday and we had bbq
yea (:
Drank lots of champaign, redwine and sparkling juices
Nice !

played mahjong right now
and i've lost quite alot
so i stopped (:
i shall be kind to give others a chance to play

Went for the stupid streaming talk today with my mother
and i know she wasn't even listening
i was joking along with her
with rubbish (:
vedelene's sister
pearlyn ?
was kinda cute, cos she listens to me (:

hahaha, i love kids
don't you find them cute

CT2 is coming so people,
sit down and start studying
burn the midnight oil

i need to buck up on my maths
and get into course 6 man
like A MATH, E MATH AND POA
3 math ? omg

suddenly i feel envious of some people
some couples, some pretty and slim girls
they are like CHIO BU ?

May and kaixin came for the bbq
may was like super hot !
wearing bikini under her MANGO tank top
super sexy la
her bikini was ROXY'S!
omg, but she's super thin lah
but CHIO MAN (:
Me and kaixin were kissing here and there, hugging each other like nobody's business

i seriously miss those old times of raping people in the games room man
super fun times (:

hahahahahha, i'm going over for singing at my 3rd aunt house tomorrow (:
yea (:
hooray, my socks stinks and i haven wash them
hahahhahaha

end of post, bye people
loves

2006-07-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

helloooo (:

i'm at vedelene's house now
hahahaa, i'm feeling super bored
had class as per normal today (:
had my english oral
i totally screwed up =(

oh ya i fail my chinese test
omg T.T
forget it, i'll put in more effort next time
hahahahahah, peili's birthday is coming le so is haziqah's
happy early birthday girls (:
stay pretty alright
hahaha
i'm crapping
ohoh PMS SUCKS
hahahahahaha (:

i'll stop here
no idea on what to write
bye
loves

2006-07-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

my com is so bitchy ):
its down
i can't use;

at yvonne's house now
just celebrated yilei's fourteen birthday (:
had dinner at her house
yummy =P
her father made milkshake for me and yvonne
delicious i would say
hahaha

fishing tomorrow?
hahaha (:
homework not done
muahahaha

I LOVE ONGHONGJUN (:
HE'S AT LOL NOW ??????

bye people (:
loves

i just want to breathe again, learn to face the joy and pain
discover how to cry a little; laugh a little
i'll breathe again

2006-07-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

out of sudden, i feel my heartbleeding
for what reasons i don't know
i feel so away from the world
nobody cares. nobody cares

somehow i just need somebody to save me
save me from my misery
set free them

2006-07-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha, look ugly i know
thanks baby, so sweet of you
i love this neo
11.7.05
HUGS
baby, its our 1 year anniversary
hahaha, 11.07.06 le
weee (:

Went out with dear after school,
rushed home, bath and got ready
then dingdong .AHA
dear come le
then suddenly he took a bouquet of flower from his back
omg, so touched (:
6 red roses
xD

Then, we went to plaze s
went to look for our ring
chose a beautiful ring engrave the word
HONGJUN <3 RENEE
RENEE <3 HONGJUN
hahaha, $88
expensive

Then, while waiting for the rings to be engraved
we took neoprints
hahahha, love the neos
enjoyed my day !

NEXT SATURDAY
AHAHA
gonna sit cablecar with dear!
before that going sentosa
hahahahah xDDDD

2006-07-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

& tonite i need your sweet caress, hold me in the darkness baby (:

oO, what a day it is
I'VE FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY HANDPHONE TO SCHOOL
wtf, hahaha
i kept irritating alicia xD

went home alone after school (:
must learn to be independent
anyway, bought my lunch back, bath
and and I DID MY HOMEWORK XD
as well as my ^HOMEWORK^
hahahha, gonna chiong le
seriously no time (:

and and dear and me would be celebrating our 1st year anniversary soon on the 11th le
oO he told me there's a surprise oO
omg, haha

TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE IS A NICE BOOK PEOPLE. TRY READING THE BOOK (:
people, do learn not to bear grudge ok ?
esp you!
learn learn, learn to control your emotions and be forgiving at times ok ?
don't think *lowly* of yourself girl
jia you ~

2006-06-30T16:59:00.000+08:00

hellooo people (:

i've not been blogging for million of years !
hahaha, miss my post right right c'mon say something
hahaha, fine fine
i'm entertaining myself (:

well, school was fine xD
done all my homeworks (:
and succesfully understand my maths now and and science
oh oh and history lessons are fun with mdm tiong(spell correctly? )
hahaha, she may seem boring in teaching but its full of fun xD
you know why ?
because she don't seem to know whats she's talking about
and and it was really fun .. haha laughing away

hope i'll fall in love with math alright (:
maybe gonna go fishing this sunday with family and hongjun ! yea (:
maybe to east coast park tml too with hongjun and gay friends
nice xD

let me see what to write
i've learn to be abit independant already
just a little (:

oh ya talking about sports day
i've let down my girls
i ran the slowest being the first runner
sorry girls
kinda fat already . =P
but anyway got a bronze medal for 400m relay
i guess it isn't my effort at all
sigh, forget it xD

and and i've manage to sell of one skirt
met one babe name cheryl
sold off my skirt for $10
anyway go visit http://the-last-fly.blogspot.com
if you happen to see my post xD
email me if interested (:

i'm gonna do my homework real soon!
i wanna finish some of my homework today (:
love me people (:

2006-06-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

GIRL WITH ASSES LIKE MY, DO NOT TALK TO GUYS WITH FACES LIKE YOU .
HAHAHA , SOUNDED BITCHY (:
BUT I'VE FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS SENTENCE
C'MON PEOPLE, WATCH SHE'S THE MAN
NICE SHOW .
i've definately enjoyed myself today with dear
met so so so many peeps
hahah =X

2006-06-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

OH OH , AND I LOVE TRISTEN XIAO DIDI (A KID WHOM I MET AT NATIONAL LIBRARY)
AND I'M CONFIRM THAT I'VE MET GARY! MY CAMP INSTRUCTER .HE COULDN'T RECOGNISE ME T.T

FINE FINE. WHATS LEFT OF ME?
STAB ME (:
OH MUMMY PLEASE BRING ME FOR A HAIRCUT WOULD YOU PLEASE,PRETTY PLEASE (:

AND FINE, I BOUGHT A T-SHIRT FOR DEAR AND AND AND I'VE NOT MET HIM FOR MORE THEN A WEEK
FUCK .
AGAIN, STAB ME (:

2006-06-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE

I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT
BUT... I AM BLOODY MOODY NOW
SO I GUESS, MAYBE THE NEXT POST BAH

BYE FOR NOW.
STAB ME THRU MY HEART
STAB ME (:
I BELIEVE TILL THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS.

2006-06-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Have you ever ...
have you ever had the feeling of being neglected?
have you ever had the feeling of not being needed by everybody?
have you ever had the feeling of not being cared by anybody?
have you ever want to be hug by somebody but nobody was there?
so many have you ever

i have the feeling of being neglected so much
i'm just waiting for one of your msg
just one msg will do
i don't ask for much
i really don't
T.T

i don't know whats wrong,
i really don't know
cried so hard yesterday nite
just waiting for one of your msg
cried so hard because i know i wouldn't be meeting you as often as the past
i would mostly be alone when you are going to have your n level
i don't know what to do ?
i really don't know

now crying in the middle of the night again
i just don't know why

2006-06-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

helloooo

just came back from kranji sec band concert
and i'm tired, urghh

i feel like crying so much now
i just don't know why
stab me through my heart
STAB ME

i don't even know how to console myself
what's happening
and dear is gonna be sick

k, so i went to the band concert with yilei,agacia, kaixin and her boyfriend
i walked with yilei, agacia alone and of cos kaixin and her boyfriend
upon seeing kaixin holding hands with her boyfriend along the road
i miss dear's hug and hands
i have not seen him for 4 or 5 days?
it may seem short to peeps
but i definatly miss him so much
haha

i feel like crying, for no reason
k, i'm crazy
peeps i'm alright
(:

2006-06-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

AGAIN! I LOVE HIM& HE LOVE ME TOO
OKAY SHUT UP
HAHAHA
had fun at kbox today
(:
gonna start rushing homeworks soon
bye peeps
watching soccer now!
OWEN! england

2006-06-15T02:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HIM AND I KNOW HE LOVE ME TOO (: YAY!

MORE PICTURES TO COME, YAY! AND FINALLY I BOUGHT MY SUNGLASS, HAIRBAND,AND BILLABONG SLIPPERS .YAYNESS~

GOING KBOX TML (:

TAKE CARE PEEPS

2006-06-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

hey there,
here's a nice song i've found and i love it very much as i think the song sort of match with my feelings

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,Well I don't want to know
Don't speak, I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak,I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Our memories, They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
CHORUS
It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying ... are we?

what a wonderful song rights, haha
well i totally agree with adlin
since, you don't cherish our friendship
well, thats it
haha (:

There's a chance but
its all up to you now (:
fuck, i'm having cramp now
fuck
god bless me

i needa really do my homework !
but i just can't focus . shitty
i'm going out tomorrow
to buy my slippers =D
as well as maybe my shades?
hahaha, going to kbox with my 2 girlfriend <3*>
having class gathering 6b'o4 on friday
Band concert on saturday (:
FATHER'S DAY on sunday
wee ~

2006-06-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

Wow, what a tiring day
we had planned a wonderful trip to east coast park last week
but the rain screwed up our plan but oh well,
we did went to east coast park (:
whole family plus hongjun went (:
omg, it was a wonderful day
although the rain just wouldn't stop
we hid at one of the chalet although we didn't book it
haha =X
nobody know yea (:

so, we had sandwiches which we made on the spot for lunch
haha, nice nice
oh ya, yesterday we went to sheng siong and bought lots and lots of tibits and drinks
junks that cost us almost 60 bucks
lalala
although we didn't ate much of the tibits =X
yea yea

we played happy family,UNO stacko
omg, its a damn nice game
we played untill we laughed like hell
father kept #&&#%**$^
all of us kept laughing including hongjun
very fun indeed
the stacko kept dropping
hongjun was bad, he kept causing both me and sister to draw two blocks
he's such a bad but sweet guy
haha, yeap (:

okay, soon it was around 6
so we went to cycle
parents rode the kind of bicycle that two person ride , get it get it ? =DD
haha, sister, me and hongjun rent a bike each
we ride all the way to the front
it was tiring yet fun
we ride to the Bedok Jetty
people were fishing, oh yea we wanted to fish but
plan was screwed so
haha, forget about it

There was this man who actually had a fishing net with him
he throw the whole net down and within minutes
a whole school of fish was caught
ok ok , not whole school lahh
so exaggerating
a whole bunch of fish ?
i give up =/
haha, yeap yeap (:

After that, we returned the bike and went to have dinner
Next sunday would be father's day
hahaha, yeap (:

maybe our next trip would be to Labrador Park
FISHING!
haha, omg i bet it would be fun (:
haha, awaiting for that day
yeap, just hope it wouldn't rain
haha

well, that about it
bye people

2006-06-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

hey,
let's forget about everything
i don't wanna think about it anymore
life goes on =D
went out with dear yesterday
it wasn't a good day
trust me
and i super hate it man cause i'm being fucking moody and it actually affected dear's mood
yupps
but anyway, he bought a brown shorts for me
OMG, i love it =DD
and wahahah, finally my sis cannot wear
that's a good news
anot she'll wear my clothes b4 i do
=XX

TODAY *
went to east coast with family
didn't plan it; passed by so decided to go for a walk
blah blah blah , den we decided to go to east coast park next week =DD
with dear coming along, and its like on the 11th ( 11 month) lols
hopefully sis's bf(alex) is coming along lahhs
that will be better
hope he can come out
lols, i wanna go fishing and fly kite
omg, i awaiting for this coming sunday
hopefully the plan wouldn't crash with my father's work

nice nice
weeee ~
i'm tired now
but i'm not gonna sleep so soon
stop here
bye ppl

2006-06-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

maybe some of you hate it when i'm loud
maybe some of you hate it when i'm making a fool of myself
maybe some of you hate it when i'm talking rubbish
maybe i'll try to change
but i'm like that because i wanted all of you to be happy and laugh with my crapping
well, i guess some of you just don't understand
hais
forget about it

2006-06-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

why are there liars in the world
why?
why are there people who said they will be there when i needed them
and then when i really need somebody by my side,
not even a single one was there
BULLSHIT LARS LIARS
when all of you need somebody to talk to, comfort
no matter how close i am with you all or not.
i'll try my best to cheer you up
comfort and talk to all of you
efforts put in yet it didn't pay off
all i get in return is all of you happily walk away
treating me like invisible
HELLO ?
why must all of you lie to me
none of you all are here
like helloo?
you all cried about your results, your relationship, your friendships problem
like hellooo??
i did comfort you all
and now, all i get is isolation?
like i'm invisible
FUCK

give me a new class, a new year, a new hope
if you think i cannot keep secrets.TRY ME
i'm not the same
like helloooo??
ppl do change for the better
don't look down on me too .
i'll put in more effort in studying

people do have problem,if all of you can have problem
so do i
that doesn't mean i'll always have relationship problems
i have friendship problem and other problems too.
i need a listening ear
BUT NONE OF YOU ARE THERE WHEN ALL OF YOU SAID YOU ALL WOULD!
fuck those words

now i understand how **** and e-hong feel
the feeling of being isolated. insulted and not being cared by their fellow classmates
they are humans too
hais
sorry e-hong
=(( i feel bad

2006-06-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

oh man, cute paul went in =DDDD
well well, haven been blogging for days
totally no mood .

lets talk about yesterday, went for lakota training
its obvious that C girls cannot really run
as what ms yanti has said, we ran once only
and we're tired, no energy

Omg i really wonder how can we win these time round.
hahas, sat down
ms yanti talked to everyone
Then the funny thing is chin shen was there
crapping away, along with kenny and blah blah
then ms yanti said chinshen talk somemore i strip you man
haha, that was funny;like lol

Then chinshen said: ms yanti
lakota c girls got hope lahhs
got one sec 2 girl from 2e2 lehh
she very fast lehh

Don't believe you ask Renee, her friend lehh
then chinshen shouted VEDELENE
(vedelene no offends yea. chinshen said that; chop him if you want . hahas)
she really very fast de .shhhh * can roll
TOTALLY NO OFFENDS
that was very bad of him rights
slap slap . lols

TODAY
Today is not a very good day
woke up early hoping to see dear at school
Went to school with jessbb to pei alicia at the same time
wanted to do homework, end up slacking from 10 smt all the way till 2 smt
coolness right
DEAR DAO ME TODAY . SUPER BAD
well well, i finally gave vedelene her birthday present which i owe her for don't know how many fuck months
hahas, hope you like the present yea
so stupid of me to forget to take out the price tag
fine fine .i'm dumb
stop laughing away
haha
Rememeber to thank hj yea vedelene?
haha
if you don't like its fine with me
you can give me =DDD
BECAUSE I BOUGHT FOR YOU BECAUSE I LIKE IT WEEE =DDD
I'VE TOLD YOU. IF YOU DON'T LIKE I REALLY DON'T MIND HAVING IT XDDDDD
i'm damn kind okay
hahahaas

stop here
bye ppl

2006-05-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

well well, i've not blog for days
hahas, okay lets talk about this week
NOTHING MUCH ON MONDAY
TUESDAY ( =DD)
stayed back with alicia to wait for vedelene and bb
hahas, there were SO MANY AUDIENCE ** yea? me and alicia only
hahahhas, we waited at the back silently?
OMG , we are damn noisy! laughing away
well, it was fun lahhs, talk? bitch? gossip about lorts of things
hahas. Then alicia said i looked like a LAOSU
Then we started to change lyrics of 2 songs
here it is...
I AM THE QUEEN OF ALL THE LAOSU IN DHE WORLD =D (alicia does that sound familiar?)
hahas,
WE ARE THE WORLD, WE ARE THE 老鼠. WE ARE THE ONES THAT MAKE A BRIGHTER DAY, SO LETS START GIVING .. CHEESE
THATS A CHOICE WE'RE MAKING WE'RE GIVING CHEESE TO YOU.
ITS TRUE WE'LL MAKE A BRIGHTER DAY GIVING CHEESE TO YOU.
LALALAS , NEXT
FROM THIS MOMENT, CHEESE ARE 4 YOU, FROM THE MOMENT, WILL THERE BE CHEESE?
THERE IS NOTHING I WANT TO GIVE MORE THAN CHEESEEEEEEE
I GIVE MY CHEESE TO YOU WITH ALL MY HANDS, CAN'T WAIT TO GIVE CHEESE TO YOU AGAIN, ALL WE NEED IS CHEESEE& CHEESEE & CHEESEE. MY CHEESEEEEE, IS THERE FOR YOOOOOO ~
lame rights
hahahas. we kept laughing lahhhs
wahahhha
Next, erm nothing much this week also lahhs
got back my results todays
went for parents meeting
yea! ms chua didn't say much lahhs . but as usual all the teachers would say is SHE TEND TO DAY-DREAM. NOT FOCUS?
like LOL
all teachers says that since primary school?
hahahs, quite satisfied with my results lahhs
but my next aim is top 20
i must MUST MUST fufill MY AIM
MUST =DDDD
jia you wors renee
i've got no idea on what to blog anymore.
bye ppl

2006-05-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys =DD
Today's post-exam programme is TALENTINE =DD
Omg, Shalina(i don't know how to spell her name) sang very well . go GIRL . YOU ROCK !
hahas, well the others not bad too
the julia, i never notice her
But because of her dressing and her sweet voice. i now recognise this girl =DD
yea yea
Today ms ng asked me and farah to stand up and sing abit for the audience. As well as some others.OMG; I'M ABIT SHY >.<
teehee =P
Got back my english overall results today, i got 5th in class
But well, some others like peijunn got the same position as me lahhs
hahas, ms yong said i improve by 10%
omg =DDD
YEA YEA
oh ya, vedelene
don't get to upset okay?
Get better results next time.iBetyoucan =DD
oh ya. Read my previous post(to vedelene)
okay =DD
girl, cheer up yea
Went to jurong point after school with dear
as usual ate longjohn .LOL
then actually we wanted to watch over the hedge but the timing just wasn't right so we shopped around and went home. lol
BUT this time, we didn't take the mrt
we took a long bus trip and alighted at somewhere i've never alighted before. It's like at the back of my condo but still have to walk a little long.
THEN IT RAIN.OMFG
so, we walk pass the canals, drench
lols, omg
we both are drench and i'm afraid dear might get sick
shitty sehh .
shouldn't have take the bus, as we are not even sure which bus to take and where to alight at first . lols
sorry dear >.<
oO . well, stop blogging le
bye guys =D

2006-05-21T18:13:00.000+08:00

Well well, after a day of doing housechorus, i'm here to blog =DD
peili , i hope you read this post yea. Mainly for you
When you think of your past love,you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,you view the past as a teacher.What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy,even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,don't be afraid to love someone else again,for you'll never know unless you give it a try.You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.Love strives in hurting.If you don't get hurt,you don't learn how to love.Love doesn't hurt all the time.Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.Don't find love,let love find you.That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall.You just fall.You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.If you want to go on,then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

Hope you'll understand yea =DD
Girls out there.Cherish your guy or you'll regret upon losing them one day
Communications is a very important thing.Without communication, the relationship won't work out.So one advice, talk to your partner, share with them your happiness,joy and sadness.I'm sure they will be very much happy and willingly to lend their ears to you.
And for people who are awaiting for their true love.Don't be afraid to make the first move, because not all guys are so ZI DONG okay ?
hahas, if you truely love the person, make the first move.you don't have to wait for the guy to make the first move.
C'mon its the 21st century. Guys don't always have to make the first move
Be the brave girl yea. i believe every girl i know has the ability to do so .Don't be afraid of rejections, at least you did your part by telling the *guy* that you actually liked him for long .You have actually did your part, whether the guy respond or not. you should reward yourself for being able to be so brave to confess to him yea?
If the person you love doesn't love you back,don't be afraid to love someone else again,for you'll never know unless you give it a try.

Take care girls and i love everyone of you all.
Sweetkisses and peili smile yea =D

2006-05-20T19:33:00.000+08:00

i'm at yvonne's house now. Using her com =DD
weee xDD
well, yesterday i was thinking, few more months it would be 1 year xDD
wee, guess whati'll do
hahahs. crossstich .precious moment
The one that have the wording.From this Moment
yea.and i'll prepare lunchbox for him . should i ? i'm afraid he'll not eat
PLANNING . SENTOSA OR MARINA SOUTH(FLY KITE)
weee .awaiting for that very day man
oh god, holiday's coming
and it will be super bored. Dear's prelim is coming
i'm worried, shit man
he's like not studying at all
Just hope he'll start studying yea
teehee x))
oh oh, awww
i'm super tired
my hands are itchy
i'm gonna play mahjong soon =DDD
with yvonne they alll
weee
gtg for now
bye ppl

2006-05-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

oh god, today is a tiring day man. Ms yong's lesson was dread boring man . i almost fall asleep. hahas.Ms chua wore her specs today. look abit wierd but still alright lah. yupps
Today we check through our CA1 total marks. i passed lit, geo ,science, hm-econ, art . The rest i'm not sure. yea =DD
Watched poseidon with dear today at jurong entertainment. We actually planned to go further down but because of insufficient time, we watched at jurong entertainment, Which means no shopping for today . =((
The show was not bad lahh, but only 6 people survived. so sadistic . lols =/
Then, i came home .
we both can't message. Sad
i've decided not to message him so often already . but i've got itchy hands
i'll try my best, i can't have him by my side all the time. i can't always stick to him
i have to change.Well,when time pass by
more quarrels are coming up i suppose.This is the time to see whether we can withstand the ups&down. We have to hold on yea.
i'm so effing bored now, maybe i'll go yvonne's house with yilei later. Maybe i'll catch a midnight movie a yvonne's house. =DD
BYE FOR NOW`

2006-05-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

NO school today which means boring day =((
i'm effing bored now . Changed a new blogskin which alicia have done for me.
thanks ger =DD
owe you a drink then
haven't been updating nowsaday. Don't have the mood too
too much things have been happening alright
Got back my results. well, all those effort put in have not been pay off .
whats wrong, i've put in effort but i've got no results
FUCK THE PAPERS
they are difficult okay and i super-duper disappointed with my chinese
my comprehension sucks, it was suppose to get higher than it is
i barely pass my chinese comprehension
That definatly wasn't my standard =((
well well, i was thinking
where are my girlfriend?
my true girlfriends

2006-05-07T02:04:00.000+08:00

WHY CREATE LOVE AND ADD SEPARATION TO IT . WHY ?
hahahahs, just a nick from a indian show i've watched with yvonne and yilei yea =DD
nice one . That guy loved the girl so much that he sacrifice himself for her lehhs. so touching can
shall not describe the story here, but its truely a nice show x))
TODAY IS ELECTION DAY. YEA =DD
I'M BORED =X

2006-04-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry wasn't good enough.A song without meter and rhyme. A long forgotten promise I recalled I made to you.A candle flame dies in the wind. It looks like it's about to rain, about to rain. Spirals from your cigarette. Your sweet colgone on my pillow. Messages you left me still sing like some lullaby. Pretty pictures on the wall. Hopes in us will rise & fall, rise & fall
And in the rain. In summer days too. When the willow tree weeps too. Under the street light so bright.
I'll remember you everyday.
The plane leaves in an hour's time. Hold me till our last goodbye. Silence is the only sound. No words can speak it through. I'll breathe your breath for one last time. You'll be strong and so will I, so will I.
And in the rain.
In summer days too. When the willow tree weeps too. Under the street light so bright
I'll remember you
I'll remember you
I'll remember you Everyday.

(I'LL REMEMBER YOU) I LOVE THIS SONG =))

how long have i not seen my dear boy, it seems long
real long , how long have i not talked on the phone with my boy?
it seems long, real long
i know things will change; but i find it hard to accept
i'll try, try real hard
FOR NOW, i just wanna study; FOCUS
get good grades; miss david, mdm khong just you wait !
i will show you all, don't you all look down on me
i'll start mugging real soon . =))

boy, i'm really missing you

2006-04-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

what a boring day i should say, wahahah
i'm at yvonne's house now. They watching DA CHANG JIN =))
hahahs while i'm using the computer >.<
yea yea, took back my chinese paper,mdm khong actually count wrongly the marks lehhs. she said i failed, - 23/50 lehhs???
But actually i got 34 and a half okay? dumbass
hahas, A new life, a new attitude =)) my slogan xDD
i'll change my life, to be a better person.
i must be happy =))
Cannot be moody anymore, or i'll not only affect my studies,i'll affect ppl around me esp dear . i'm sorry for not stepping into your shoe and know how you feel .i'm Sorry, forgive me yea?
teehee x))
i'll try to change =))
hope our relationship could be better yea? hahas
mid year coming le, i'm so stressed up
Can you believe it? renee stressed up ? hahahs, i want do my best for my teachers and class mates who actually look down one me okay ?
i'll show them .wahahahh x))
yea!
i love my gladysHONEY; she rocks xDDDD
wahahah, yea
let me see, what should i write somemore?
hmmmm, these days ...
Oh ya, i did not went to school yesterday lehhs. hahas, stomach not feeling well, and its partially because i have swollen eyes lahhs. hahas, eyes become so small =))
wahahahah xDD, yesterday actually got oral dehhs, then i didn't take
Jessbb didn't take too
whahahaha =))
she'll peii me re-take
oh yea. Today, had lunch with shuting nu er and jessbb . Hahahahs, then after that dear said that he was near west mall and was at bank area. i feel so kuku at bukit batok.
i don't even know where the banks are??
hahahahahahs =))
yea xDD
walked around, but no sign of him at all. hais
saw him once today only
Can you imagine how much i miss him >.<
oh god,hahas
i want a new life. a new life
yea =))
strive for the best

A NEW LIFE,A NEW ATTITUDE . ROCK ON

2006-04-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

i guess you are better offf with her yea?
you no longer need me by your side. no longer exist in your life yea?
you don't even borther to say a bye when you are going off huhh?
nothing much to say le lahhs .
Today had a talk with dear, finally he understands how i feel le . he knows that he is in the wrong le. FINALLY
but i'm still so stress. i'mm gonna buck up for for mid-yr
i will strive for better grades
yea =))

2006-04-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

hais, to think about again
guess you don't even treat me as your friend anymore yea?
everything you do or think don't include me at all . rights?
poor me and shuting. we are losing our friends, becos they just happily walk away rights?
i can't say much becos your don't care . maybe you all do care about shuting but what i'm very very sure about is you all don't give a damn about me at all.
i just wanna run away, run away to a far far far place.

2006-04-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

T.T
i can't stop crying. I really can't
i sleep i cry . i use computer i cry. i in school i cry. at home i cry . bathing i cry (omg) . wateva lahhs
RENEE WAKE UP LAHHS
cry cry cry , all you know is cry isit.
cry can help anithing mehhs huhs!
cry when you duno what are you crying about ?
think and think and think !
siao arrs .
one day you will go mad .
stop it lahhs!
asssss . i'm feeling so moody . i need him, but he's watching movie
hais . nobody is there for me lahhs . nobody

2006-04-07T20:45:00.000+08:00

BLOGGED TWICE
hmmm, maybe i'm too sensitive le bahhs. i'm not sure
i hope what i'm thinking is really not true okay ?
no matter what, no matter how you two treat me. no matter how much you all hack and don't care about me. i'll still be there bahhs. yea?
hope everything will be fine =))
oh ya, i've got things to say but i've forgotten .hahas
other times bahhs.wahahaha i so love jess baobeii

2006-04-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

i've just found out both of you are liars, bad liars
you two said that you will be there for me when i need you two but i guess its just lies yea. You happily walk away, fine enough okay ?
stop all those i miss you or i love you if you ain't true. FUCK those words okay ?
LIARS shoo off .
Cried silently in class again. Cried real bad with shuting. i guess she's probably as hurt as i am yea.
i hope she's fine, i really hope so
shuting, don't worry if you need me, i'll really really really be there no matter what okay ?
i promise.
hais, life been real difficult. Had tuition just now alone. Not bad yea?
and the next time, auntie is coming to my house to tutor me =))
weee ~ den i'll stay at home. HAHAS
fun fun !
learn lots of things in tuition today yea?
maths maths, i hope i'll love you soon yea?
hahahas .
AND, i saw a real pretty guy today ?
guy-PRETTY ?
hahas, yea! He had nice eyes, beautiful colours. i guess he ain't pure chinese lahhs
mix blood maybe?
wahahahah xDDDDDD

oh god, i must learn to be strong. cannot cry anymore. i really musn't cry anymore
i've said i will cry even though for no reasons becos my heart is bleeding. i can feel my heart is being pressured downwards. HEAVY!
my mind, lots of things
hais, i hope things will be fine soon yea? whahahahahahah

i hope i'll find my true friend who said that he/she will be there when i need he/she yea?

2006-04-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

i guess, everything is going wrong. So wrong
i just don't know why? i've got no mood for everything
i've got lots of things to say, but i guess i can't write it here lahhs .
Zulaiha, i'm waiting for you to online. I need you >.<

2006-04-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

Feeling so FUCKED UP and irritated nowsaday by everything . Really everything
Just don't know why.Guess just being moody yea?Hahahs
Want do homework also moodless
Just feel so fucked up lahhs. Don't blame me if i just suddenly cry yea
hahas .

2006-04-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

Another posting ! SEC 1 sucks this year =))
Trust me ! Horrible, terrible and vegetable.
WATEVA okay ? run all you want .
GET IT? GET IT? RUN!
when you all lose, don't you all cry okay .

HOT ARRS!

2006-04-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

OMG,can you believe it, i went to gym for about 30 to 45 minutes den run or maybe jog around windermere condo twice and walk once. i'm freaky tired >.<
Hahahas,i love adriano.
=))
oh ya, nowsaday i've been addicted to super mario. The game that i used to play when i'm free.Hahas, found my gameboy and played the game for the past few days whenever i'm getting bored =X BUT ! now no battery le . i play untill very good already then auto off . wth
HAHAS.

I still have to study home-econ later lahhs. Got test, module 1-6
Renee jia you wors =))

2006-04-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored now. When i mean bored =X, i'm certainly bored.nobody is like online can?
hahas,i want to get a new bag!i'm craving for one~ but i'll have to save money first.Saw Warren on the way back home, he said:"Hey you are abit slimmer now" .HAHA, can you believe it =))
i'm so happy, wahhaha xDD. A few weeks ago, he was just saying that i've grown fatter and become rounder. Hahas, cos i've eaten fruits and ate my dinner by 8pm
Thats a good sign yea. Today there was full dress rehersal yea. Stayed back with alicia to watch the performance but hongjun came and said that he will wait for me downstair.( I was thinking that if he have to wait, he might have yo wait very long) He insisted on not going up because mostly all his teachers were there.So i was considering of going home, thought for a while, I SHOULD NOT PS ALICIA so i stayed back. It was a hard decision for me lahhs cos, one is friend, one is stead.So bad =X I hope hongjun understand.
Saw the parade, the ncc guys marching so cool yea =)) macho!
hahas, yea yea. Then, went up to watch the performance.Not bad lahhs
The choir was wearing a purple grown can? Although it is quite long, but it certainly look nice yea =))
Hahahs, elise put make-up and she looked damn chio xDDD
Hahas, of cos her personal make-up artist was VEDELENE!
hahas, yea yea. VEDELENE, not bad yea?
Keep up the good job xD

Saying I love you,Is not the words,I want to hear from you,It's not that I want you,Not to say but if you only knew,How easy, it would be to show me how you feel,More than words,is all you have to do, to make it real,Then you wouldn't have to say, that you love me,Cause I'd already know,What would you do, if my heart was torn in two,More than words to show you feel,That your love for me is real,What would you say, if I took those words away,Then you couldn't make things new,Just by saying I love you,It's more than words,It's more than what you say,It's the things you do,oh yeah,It's more than words, It's more than what you say,It's the things you do,oh yeah,Now that I've tried to,talk to you and make you understand,All you have to do, is close your eyes,And just reach out your hands, and touch me,Hold me close don't ever let me go,More than words, is all I ever needed you to show,Then you wouldn't have to say, that you love me,Cause I'd already know,What would you do,if my heart was torn in two,More than words to show you feel,That your love for me is real,What would you say, if I took those words away,Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)Just by saying I love you.....

I LOVE THIS SONG
(MORE THAN WORDS)

2006-04-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

yea yea xD , its april fool today
its so dumb can, going ard boo !
wahahha =))
so bored nowsaday sia, got homeworks but don't feel like doing!
wahahas, alicia haven been back to school since like wednesday ?
i miss her yet she say that she miss lala instead of me
omg, she's wasting my time missing her can.
its a total waste of time. wateva k ?
hahas =)) and today went for a hair cut xDD
wee, its short now. hahas, shorter den i imagined that i'll cut
wahahhaahah xDDD
when its tied up it look just like a small pony tail .cute cute =X
weee =))
love my hair but i'm not sure whether dear likes it not .wahahah =))
hope he would yea? good =))
oh god, i'm gonna wake up at 2am tml?
like wateva? gonna go to the cemetery to pray!
tired =X
and now its like 9.00, not sure what time i'm gonna sleep tonite
wahahah =))
i'm irritating alicia now . wahhha xDD
get freaked up yea? whahaha
just joking
LOTS OF THINGS HAPPEN
not to mention =))

WAHAHAHA, i'm missing dear, alicia and zulaiha yea xDDDD
good

2006-03-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

Its so super super super boring can >.<
those that are suppose to online like zulaiha! isn't online can?
lols~ those that are suppose to be online and talk to me dehhs . not online lols =XXXX
so sians .super sians sia.
wee =))
in another 2 min must call dear le. whahaha .sians
tml maybe watching movie with dear, ze lin and wen bin. HAHAS
watch ice age 2! wee =))
go causeway point watch xDDDD
but the thing is must go home change first ! super boring can .
Must ownself go home change first, lols den they meet me at yew tee
hahas, dear say better don't let them wait, cos they sure kpkb wan .hahahas =))
don't care lehhs .hack ze lin and wen bin lahhs .hahas xDD
they dare niamm. chop them arrs
whahahaha .bored bored bored =XXXXXXXXX

i super miss alicia and zulaiha xDDD
i want zulaiha! hahas , sound abit les .
wahahhah =))

2006-03-28T17:47:00.000+08:00

Baby, i feel like i'm losing you each day le .I duno how to control my emotions . I really duno ~
i'm scare , i'm afraid
mothers says trust is needed but the problem is you are treating me real differently le .although it is a fact that when our relationship have been so long you will tend to treat me abit different .But now is totally different le . its like, you treat me hot and cold dehhs . What am i to you? it could be i've think too much. But i'm certain you are changing.Thats something i'm very sure . i'm so heartbroken.Tears just drop while typing.I can't control.We are drifting apart. I know that.i used to being envied by ppl becos we seems loving and good .but now it turn out that i'm envying other couples,due to the way you treated me le .DIFFERENT le!
T.T

2006-03-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

hey heys =))
i'm blogging!
weee~
going for cip tml? and its super boring =X
picking up rubbish .like wadeva?
hahas, yea =))
peili, if you're reading my blog, just telling you no matter what you still have me,alicia,ting and your ahem yea =))
hahas,although i may not be that important to you or wadeva
just wanna tell you .

I’ll stand by you. Take me in, into your darkest hour, And I’ll never desert you. I’ll stand by you. Won’t let nobody hurt you . I’ll stand by you. okay =))

i'm talking to dear now .wahahah
he's freaking not talking and once he open his mouth. all rubbish came out .hahahas =))
sians sian =X
Dear quick quick .computer faster come den can chat with me .wahahaha =))

i miss you

2006-03-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

i'm back =))
went to watch nanny mcphee with mother and dear . yea XD
nice show i should say, not bad
eveyrwhere i go, the show for nanny mcphee is selling fast and the sits available are mostly at the front
so bored =X
in the end, we went to shaw house to watch. Mother book the ticket,in the end its still the front 5th row =X
but not bad lahhs, still can see can le
whahahaha.i've been eating alot these days.
this is bad bad bad =((
i wanna slim down cos i'm freaking fat =X
now so bored! sians

* love me for who i am

2006-03-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

i'm like super sian now can ~ ARGUING with the stupid mj . hahas , he scold me, i scold him ~
FUN FUN! i miss dear =((
only saw him in the morning >.<
hais, guess he's playing basketball yea?
He arrs, backbone pain, here pain there pain
heart pain sia >.<
ask him go see doctor don't want sia. STUBBORN!
ass sia, mj is polluting my hongjun mind ~ stop that okay ~ stop polluting him!
idiot .baga ~
today was sians~~~~~~~
and i didn't save ani money and end up owing zulaiha 70 cents . HAHAs
for a cup of watermelon =))
i love water melon ; weee
wateva lahhs .

2006-03-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

yea yea =)) , i'm here .
wee ~ today after school, alicia and peili they all ps me! they are no where to be found sia =(( ,but aniway, i meet with mj, ze lin and dear. oh, we ate pizza xDDD, wahahaha
it was like $43.75 and believe it i never fork out ani money.Mj they all say , girl no need pay lahhs ` lols
good rights, wahahha.Ze lin pay the most!; who ask him so much money, wahaha
He oso very poor thing sia.He open his mouth talk nia,den kena shoot by the three of us.
He talk what, we talked back. Asked him to shut up, hahahs so bad >.<
Hahas ~ we ate chicken sumpreme,10 drumlet and i jug of pensi
wahahah full full~
Well, nothing much in class happen, just that we have started chapter 5 for out science.The boys was like,haiyo ~
EXCITED lahhs??
lols, Whats there to be excited huhs,and that rejab have a real dirty mind ,oh no =/

Oh ya, alicia mentioned that i was DOT DOT pets ? hahas, i'm not and i don't want to be yea?
you can say DOT chose me not i chose her, but i don't feel that she favours me yea? i duno lahhs.
hahas, oh ya whenever alicia mention pet i will go retard,moving my head to one side like an idiot =X
she did some kind of action yesterday so i copied her and make fun . lols =))
not gu yi de yea? just wanted you to laugh xD
i love making ppl laugh yea ? although i do silly and stupid things but i guess if by doing stupid and retard things can make my dear friends laugh =)), i totally don't mind yea
i do treasure friends lahhs, but i just don't really show lahhs. Whats there to show huhs?hahas
i love alicia *bitchy* wifey , peilidarling and shuting mei . yea? and shiyin mei and peishan xDD
hahas,and FARIZ~ whahaha, i miss him so much can
wahahhaha=))

2006-03-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

In a split second, so many things happened yea ? so boring =X
hahas, i must really learn how to not be so dependant on him le =P
cos' too dependant on him le, next time what if ???? ...... no way =X
lols, hahas he's sleeping right now. Such a piggy! anyway i love him yea =))
wahahhahah, lame ~

Lame stands for love and mmuackks euu xDDD
freaking lame =X oh ya, alicia and i are both calling each other bitch yea? so cool
i call her bitchy wifey alicia ?? wahahahha
well alicia, if you are reading, you should know i'm kidding bahhs
wahahahhahahaha =DD
what should i write lehhs?
oh shut up renee =XX

hold me close baby ; we shall last.
- 110705-

2006-03-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

2006-03-16T10:35:00.000+08:00

WELL WELL , ALICIA SAID THAT I'VE NOT BLOG FOR A LONG TIME .
HERE I AM NOW ! MIXED EMOTION PLUS NO COMMENTS .TAKE CARE AND GOODBYE .
HAVE A NICE DAY

2006-03-08T17:50:00.001+08:00

hai , i'm really really tired . Tired as in physically and mentally .
so many things have been happening . well alex ( sis bf) is in hospital . He vomited and has stomach aches i think , den no choice too pain le den went to A&E . found out there was something near his small or large intestine sia . Then must operate , take out
Den , the operation was successful , went to visit him , he look rather weak . with tubes and tubes of .... (needle) attach to his body sia . Wanted to cry but i refrained myself from crying ~
after that sis cried , hais its really sad to see him like that =((
den few days later he went home but next day he needed to go back to hospital as his wound which the doctor had cut through his stomach about more den 15 cm , i think
they stitch back and now the wound is having discharged coming out from his wound .
he went back , doctor said it was normal , but alex complain that there was pain so they warded him and had a test on him .hais ( today results came )
He had some kind of cancer , can you believe a so normal and healthy person , without warning . then suddenly have cancer ?
*crying *
guys treasure your loves ones cos you will never know when you will lose them .
i'm in total bad and sad mood .
Den today went to kfc to have lunch with dear and alicia
it was alright at first but in the end when dear came coming with the food .
the 3 cups of pepsi was spilled all over the floor becos of my chair , i make him fall
its all my fault
i was in bloody bad mood le . didnt' have the mood to eat le , so didn;t eat .
left alicia eating only
yes , we used her money to buy and its abit waste but i was really in no good mood . i really can't eat . when you are in bad mood , no matter what . you will talk like nobody business ,(rude) ?
but can you understand my feeling huhs ?
guess you won't . aniway since i waste alicia's money . i will return her ! i will return her money
hais , dear scolded me at kfc , how can i be happy
well , i'm sorry that i really rude to alicia just now but i guess if she understand how i feel den everything would be alright . Guess *you * just don't .

i've been thinking alot alot alot of things recently , just cry out suddenly .
my mind is gonna burst soon . i'm thinking too much
i don't wanna lose dear ~

2006-03-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

2006-02-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

heyy =)) , well well , CM1 is over , but must still get things going on
fuahahah .yupps , alot of things have been happening . That day at mac , me and hongjun sit down and chat . we were talking about how we can improve our realtionship , my attitude . his attitude
Den , i found out ,how sucky my attitude was and how stuck up the way i talk or maybe how xia lan i was . and the way i talk so theref0re . i decided to change , i really must
these days i kept thinking alot of stuff .real lots
DIE ! i'm going crazy soon . real soon i think .
wahahah
well well , let me see . i will have to start studying more and be more guai and change my attitude okay xD

jia you RENEE ~

and i've learned that if a person were to backstab you or wateva . don't do anithing thats becos , even you wre to confront the person or say the person back .its no use at all .so the best way is to shut up xDD

2006-02-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

HeY

days are boring . CT1 is coming , i have to start studying already >.<
well , i must go to the library this saturday , either with yilei and yvonne anot with dear le *
teehee xD
now at library , secretly blogging , wahahah
lalalal . well , my classmates are having lorts of problem about their families .relationship and test and exams . well , about relationship , i think both parties should give and take . Couples do have problems , am i right
Firstly , they will be on honeymoon period .Does everything together . happy times but as time goes by , honeymoon period over . Problems come up , then , both get stress up . den they will have lots of problems
i think that in order to maintain the relationship ,both parties must speak up and solve the problems . Avoiding isn't the answer . yupp yupp =DD
lalala , sound like a love pro ? lol , i ain't
just a stupid freak who talk rubbish
whahahaha x))

well , believe or not . i'm getting stress from schoolwork !! believe believe ?
wahhaha .ppl must be thinking , Renee ( stress from schoolwork , tests ,exams ) ??? no way .
Fuahahah , its true okay ~
i promised to study hard and score for my CM1 to get that addidas bag ~

i will reborn my hair after my fringe grow and change my whole outlook .wahahah =DDD
wish - To reborn my hair . new haircut
- score well for CM1
- Get the addidas bag
- get an mp3 for my birthday ~* ( can put more songs )
- a nike dunk shoe
hope i can get all this done . and get my rewards !!
wahahhaha

well , i must promise myself to not to touch the com till my CM1 is over . so i'll stop using the computer xDDD

Gogogo renee x))))))))
study harder!!!

2006-02-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

teehee x))
at school now using the school com ~
lalalala , need do what chinese project lehhs lehhs
got alicia . vedelene .chenxing and me !!
hahas , i miss my boi can >.<
hahas . must jia you le =DD

2006-02-05T11:46:00.000+08:00

bleahh >.<
i miss my boi =DD
had fun yesterday . went to esplanade with him xD
hahas . took a few pictures , blah blah blah . . .
hahas x)) . den after that we to marina and have our dinner .
we both ate claypots(chicken) hahas . NICE NICE xD
den after that , we actually wanted to watch (i not stupid 2 ) again . but the next show is 8.30 btw we watched finish it will be very late already . so we decided not to watch >.<
den we went to buy ice-cream .DARK CHOCOLATE PLUS RASPBERRY . hahas
we always chose dark chocolate whenever we come marina to shop or eat . haha .
i just love to eat ICE - CREAM~ (dark chocolate )
hahas. den after that nothing to do .therefore we decided to walk back to esplande . talk talk =DD
hahas . we sat there for about 30 to 45 mintues .
There was some performance , so we listened and played hand games at the same time .
HAHAS . we plaed sissors . paper .stone .den whoever lose have to get beaten(hand) by the other party . Hahas . at first he didn't dare to beat hard .but after i started to beat harder . den he started to beat my hand harder .lol .den both make alot of noise .hahas
damn funny .den 9.30 . There was FIREWORKS .DAMN NICE CAN
wahhaha =DD
watched together with him xDD
lalalalala .so happy . so sweet xD
hahas .yesterday i'm really very happy =DD
woohooo~
later going out with yvonne lao po and yilei laopo to orchard .to get the 2 mth present for him plus VALENTINE day present .
i really wonder what to buy for him . maybe make cookies?
den i'll have to ask yvonne =DD
Hahahs . miss him alot now >.<

2006-02-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

lols ~

sians , just came back so decided to blog xD . i just think that miss yong look down on 2e2 and me =(( . so i've decided to work hard and let her see that i'm not as lousy as she thinks . =DD

100% positive thinking =)) .

I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF

hahas .well well , today we had our pe lesson . OH NO boring ~ 2.4 km runn , die

hahas . den my timing was 16+ . hahas , damn slow can x((

run with wan jun . hahas we both together , run like hell !!

hahas

well , alicia stupid wifey cut her hair lehhs =DD

hahas .den she tied up . so cute can xD

completly CUTIE PIE XD

really cute .hahas with that playboy rubberband(ved's) . Hahas . alicia took it without ved permission . Hahas .

Then after schoool , Ved , pam and alicia decide to play mahjong at alicia's hse .(i think). hahas

den they were like waiting for taxi

hahas , damn funny . hongjun and me happen to pass by den walk towards them

den vedelene was like so irritated cos she couldn't get any taxi

After that she said .CB (waving out her hands )

HAHAS

i laughed at her and said .(hey vedelene , you mean you hail a taxi by doing this ( CB , WAVING HANDS)

den she scolded me KB . den everybody laughed .hahas xD

so cute =DD

aniwae , if i not wrong , peili . shuting . alicia .vedelene .and hongjun coming my house tml =DD

woohooo~~~

we can play mahjong xD .play cards .wahahah =))

LOVE IT !!

hahas . DIE i've grown fater lehhs =((

will try to slim down xD

COME WHAT MAY XD

2006-01-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

Like wtf . today is new yr eve . Done some home cleaning and i'm VERY TIRED .gonna have steamboat for renioun dinnerr soon =DD
Hahas . i helped to wash the fish . cut .Sotong and stuff .my hand is FCUKING smelly now can (:
hahas .lol .real smelly .must wash wash with lots and lots of soap . i swear i'm NOT GONNA TOUCH ANI FISH OR CUT THEM ANIMORE . THEY ARE SO SUCKY SMELLY .
Oh ya , come to say . i hate this two ger . they are such a backstabber . two of a same kind , goes round backstabbing frenn , and den pretend innocent .
such an ass cann . stop it or you two will have no more frens ~ you SUCKERS !
ILOVEALICIAWIFEY ; PEILI KEAI

2006-01-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

well , lots of things to update yet lazy .
so i'll just write something simple . lyfe 's boring .
bought my new yr clothes . hate school ~
but gonna pia for this yr .woohoo~
renee gogogo =DD

way to go . wahahah xD
everybody of 2e2 jia you k =DD

2005-12-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

woww woww .lots of things to update . real lots .wahahaha =DD
okay .let start with the chalet thingy .
on the 24th . christmas eve
lalalal .went to chalet .
woke up up 9 smt .pack clothes .shampoo and stufff . l0llss
denn after that took taxi down to my cousins house first .
on the taxi .my sister read a magazine and it says that a man's child was having hign fever . real hign .den the man on a christian song . which jesus made a prayer to recover the sick .
and the man wrote in saying that .right after hearing the music . the baby recovered from the sickness without ani medicine .wahahah =DD
quite funny rights .but sometimes ,something just happen like that . better to believe .l0ls
hahas .den after that went to the coffeeshop near my cousin house .used to stay there .den the auntie at the coffeeshop actually remember us .IT WAS LIKE SO LONG AGO . i was only like p1 i think . now i'm sec 1 . she still can remember me. woohooo~
pei fu pei fu ~
hahas .
after eat le went to cousins house lol .
get ready everything den went to the chalet place .we settled down everything and do nothing .l0ls!!
den my aunt cook . beehoon i think .i didn't eat . cos got bbq! .wahahaha .den evening came .wahhaha =DD
we went to rent a bike and keep riding .
lalalala . den woah it was like 9 smt and we rode right to the end of east coast den we say 1 couple kissing .intimating . very closly .the guy's hand was like missing , duno where he put his hand too . *dirty thots * teehee x))
denn we continued riding .den suddenly i look to my left as i was riding .THERE WAS A MOUSE! RUNNING TOGETHER WITH MY BIKE .like l0ls .den i ride fast fast . go away .wahahah =DD
l0ls . den we came back .eat again .
CHRISTMAS WAS MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY .
wahahah ~ we celebrate both together .cut the cake .got presents .wahahah =DD
l0ls .
denn , was like we book 2 chalet but alot of ppl .so me and my sister , cousin and the maid went outside near the beach and pitch the tent .we slept in the tent . It was really near the sea . can hear the wave sound .wahahah =DD
den we slept .

it was like 4 smt , there was strong wind .den our tent seems to be falling .my sister was like so scare .den it was raining too . den the chalet the gate there close le .cannnot go in sia .
den we called my father .den my father ask us to keep the tent . he walked throught the main gate .which was like quite far . den bought umbrella .hahas .we were all wet already .lalalal x))
den we walked through the main gate too =DD
den our aunt . ask us to rinse ourselves cos we got caught in the rain .den lazy lazy must go bath again .wahahah =X
dennn after we bathh . we sat outside the door there .wait till hair dry abit
den i cannot tahan .very tired liao den went to sleepp . find space den sleep le .wakakak . by the time i sleep was like 7 smt le .l0ls !!!!
wahahah .den slept till 10 smt .
spend the day kayaking ~ played in the water . wahahah =DD
den after cycle again .wahaha =DD
spend lots of money .wahaha x))
but very tired .
this was how i spend my chalet !
l0ls .totally boring !
haiyo ~

Today . went to jurong west sec to watch basketball match . KRANJI VS DUNEARN~
went there to support nicole!
NICOLE WONG~
I REALLY ADMIRE HER ALOT . SHE WAS TALL .STAR PLAYER . PRETTY CHIC . ALOT OF BOIS FALLS IN LOVE WITH HER .HER SMILE =DD
really admire her lots .wahahah
as usual .she was the star player of the team .wahaha .but DUNEARN WON!
l0ls .hoe can that be!!
wahahaha . nvm nvm . .
jia you bahhs =DD

just came back , tired .
go bath le ~~~

FCUK ALL THOSE KUKU .

2005-12-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

hiie =DD
l0ls . woohoo~
yesterday bought 3 phones back . 2 fone m1 . 1 from singtel .
lalala .2 motorola v3 razor . 1 k700i .the k700i is duno wat upgrade plan den free fone .den can chose a few fone den we chose k700i .
teehee x))
today got another 6230i . lalalal ~
now our house got like 7 or 8 fones ~
and only 4 ppl .hahas ~
l0ts of f0ne .woohoo~
i get to use motorola v3 razor .6230i and k700i . can take turns to use .woohoo~~~
hahas .now i'm holding on to k700i .got songs from baby
15 songs .hahas .cos memory littlle lahhs .hahas
yuppyupp =DD
so happy .wee~

going to queensway tml with baby to buy alex presents . woohoo~
lalalala . i miss him .
baby; imiissyou >.<

crymeariver;buildmeabridge;getmeover

2005-12-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

heyy heyy =DD
lols .
SCHOOL IS GOING START SOON ~
this meanns . HOMEWORK . LOOKING AT TEACHER FOR LIKE FEW HOURS .
oh no . homework not done .
everything not prepared .
holidaes are boring .yupps .feel like going back school but at the same time hate school .
school got frenns .holidaes got more time to sleep -_-''
FUHAHAHAH~~
oh ya .played basketball yesterday =DD
woohoo~
went in so many balls . so happy .guess ate wrong medicine .(agacia said)
hahas .for the very first time .agacia praised me .woohoo~
yupps yupps .

went to lot 1 today .bought a planner for the brand new next yr .
wanted a planner for a long time but!!
i duno if i gonna use it .l0ls .
laogong bought me a mickey mouse mirror and a comb .woohoo~~
teehee x))
love mickey xD
went to library .borrowed a bookk .hahas .
yupps yupps . bought a green hairband too =DD
wanted to buy 1 long ago .
now i've got a green , red , blue , pink
lost my orange one .gonna buy it . !
woohoo~

having a chalet soonn ~~
wee !!
i miss my deary cousinns .
JENA . CANDY !
woohoo~
wonder how are they now =DD
hope they are fine .
oh ya . got to buy a present for alex kor .
hahas .same birthdae as my daddy =DD
teehee x))
l0ls

stopp here .

______ crymeariver;buildabridge;getmeover

2005-12-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

hais . same same .
boii .he's ignoring me .=/

aniway ,found a nice love advice

When you think of your past love,you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,you view the past as a teacher.In the game of love,it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy,even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back,don't be afraid to love someone else again,for you'll never know unless you give it a try.You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.Love strives in hurting.If you don't get hurt,you don't learn how to love.Love doesn't hurt all the time.Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.Don't find love,let love find you.That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall.You just fall.You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.If you want to go on,then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

woohoo~~ . just love this piece of love advice =DD

2005-12-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

ding dong ; ding dong bells ;
jingle bell jingle bell ;
x'mas is coming xD
weee~~
teehee x)) . dear santa , can i have 3 wishes for x'mas =DD

woohoo~~
went out with laogong yesterday celebrate our 5th month
teehee x)) . i'm very sure we both had funn
although we really spent lots of money !
hahas .laogong bought a green jacket for me .
FOR OUR 5TH MONTH
=DD .
soinLOVEwithgreenandred
we both bought a red couple t-shirt .
woohoo~~
and bought the same wallet and handphone pouch from the wallet shop .
teehee x))
love my new wallet ~
isoLOVElaogong . he so teng me =DD
hahass .mmuackks mmuackks
yuppsyupps

he finally promise me to change his baddie moodyy attitude .
cried when i heard =DD
so touchh . he really promised me

hao le hao le .
shuting nu er plus alicia laopoiie
birthdae coming le .buying present for themmm
woohoo~~
celebrating this saturdae i think
hahas .yupps .hope i can make it =DD

2005-12-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

hais .
with laogong like quarrel le =((
he talk that time give me attitude . hais
had enough le la . den always must give in to him .
den make him happy .
mother tell me to hack him. put down fone .
den i put my fone aside den started to sing my song .
lalalala ~
den after that i heard he like put down his fone .
den i put down my fone lol ~
hackk le .
HAD ENOUGHT!
stop giving me those fucking atitude !
i don't wanna give in to you everytime !
you are a boi lehhs~
change your FUCKING MOODY ATITUDE!
hais *

but i really still miss him lots =((

aniwae .went to causeway today and bought a skirt from ice lemon tee~
wee . i wanted that kind of skirt long ago ~
teehee x))

2005-12-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

hiie =DD

teehee x)) , long time bo blog liao
yupps yupps
alot of things have been happening .
lots i must say =DD
hahas . let me recalll
ermm . yupp went to the library on tuesdae to do my homework and at the same time borrow books for my book review
yupp yupps
went there with yilei and yvonne
we went from 1 something to 4 something as yilei need to rush home for something
did a few sets of homework . yupps
act guai ma
hahas .lalalala =DD
yupps .
today laogong came and played basketball
teehee x))
he called hew jin and played basketball with him
laogong taught me how to *qie guo* the people defending in the game .
woohoo~~
new tactics i've learnn
hoho x)) . love him lorts ..
den yilei camme .sadd sadd dehhs
she's having some problem . yupps
relationship problems . yupps
poor herr =/
don't worry yilei i wil be there when you need me ya =DD
mmuackks

well . i miss shuting nuer , peijun nuer , jessteo baObeiis , alicia laopoiie , xia0huii marmie =DD
love all of you

tml i'm going to the library again ~
woohoo~~
nice nice =DD

ilurfeREDandORANGE ~~

2005-12-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 10 smt and i've got a neck sprain and gastic flu , like wth .
felt like vomiting all the time . Den i woke up , walk to the toliet .
Near the corridor .its seems sunddely dark .darkness .i could't see anithing. like there was blackout . I COULDN'T SEE AT ALL. den i touch the wall and felt weak .
lied on the floor and slept .when i was awake again . i couldn't move .DOTS!
terrible day .

den for a while , everything was okay again .but still with my neck sprained
painn and suan l0ls
haiis . den my sister woke up den i told her i sprained my neck due to didn't sleep properly . L0Ls !
den she laughed at me .like wth
den my day continued
felt like vomiting all the time
den my mother frens came to play mahjong .
den one of the aunties
cook tang hun with my fav (fish ball) teehee x))
for me to eat .
hahas .yupps .

den after i ate . couldn't stand the pain le .
went to sleep again .untill like duno wat time
denn wake up for a while , watch my mother play mahjong
den called yilei here.
cos very boring

she's one good person .came here to rubb my neck for me .
ouch .it really hurts .
yupps .she came at 6.15 and rubbed for me till 8 something .
breaks in between of cos .hahas .yupps =DD

denn . after decided to go down to walk walk .went to the basketball court den hand start to itch again .want to play basketball
so we decided to go down .
played match .
they had a hard time to chose between me and yilei .
cos it was equal ma .but i was somehow like handicapped
and yilei's basketball skills are way better den mine ~
yupps .
i really envy her .
she's not in basketball team yet i am but i've not been improving and she's improving
haiis .
den of cos florence team got . mingli , eileen and florence herself
jingyi 's team got agacia .di xun
den florence wanted to chose yi lei as she was better
at that time . i felt really depressed .
she wanted to chose the best l0ls .
yar yar . i'm not good at all .
haiis
den when florence said they take yi lei den agacia start to make noise .
she says hurr . she's got a handicapped !!
*$&^#@!* $#@!
she fucking hurt me can ~
but of cos .i act as if i don't mind i didn't say anithing .
and instead i added in .ya
i am somehow like a handicap . ya so wat
l0ls !
den we played . like hello at least i helped to shoot in some balls
den after we played finish .florence was like complaining to mingli that it was so unfair .
she's got a not so good and handicap player and agacia got yilei who is a better player!
JUST BECAUSE SHE LOST !
SHE FUCKING HURT ME OKAY ~
HAIS
stupid me stupid me .
i've been trying to improve myself .but i juSt duno why i can't .
NO DETERMINATION ??
DUNO
haiis

GIVE ME A BREAK ~

2005-11-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

I 100% MISS LAOGONG!
and he's ignoring me , like wth
haiis =((
i really miss him lorts . k
hiiakk hiiakks

blog blog blog .......
today found a new songs =DD
woohoo ~~
BIE SHOU WO DE YAN LEI NI WU SHUO WEI
i super l0ve this song now man ..
teehee x))
going to be me and laogong 5 mthh le .
wahahah =DD
love him love him
butt T.T .
he's ignoring me now =((
HEARTBREAK

hurr hurr .
i'm gonna save money .
buy things .
woohoo~~

i wanna work , wanna work
but like hello .i'm only 13
freaky 13 . small ger ger
hahas =DD

i miss laogong , xiaohui mummy , peijun nu er , shu ting nu er , jessteo ba0beii , alicia laopoiie

2005-11-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

teehee x))

haven been blogging for quite some time ya , lazy lazy lazy

woohoo ~~ i shall talk about wat happen on saturday .

yvonne , yilei , agacia and me went to escape to play .woots!

we were quite early i must say , hahas

when we reached there , we played superman first .l0ls dizzy dizzy . hahas

yuppyupps den we continued playing .hahas .

woahh den after that we went into the haunted house .like hellshit

was damn f*ckinq dark .hahas , when we went in , it was like total darkness , den we all started to scream . like wth , hahas

den we continued to walk and walk , walk past corridor by corridor seprated by curtains . den there were people inside scaring us .like wth , the person behind struggle through the curtain and hit my eyes .l0ls .den keep on got tears rolling down my eyes . =/

teehee x)) .

denn still got wat bridge , woah damn cold inside den alot of scary things la .

den still got people running behind us .

l0ls

den we continue walking pushing agacia to the front .

hahas .i keep hugging her waist .don't dare to look . l0ls

teehee x))

denn after that we went to a corridor which has 2 ends . one dead end and one to continue walking . at first we went to the correct one but could't see the way out so we thot it was the dead end .l0ls .den we keeping pushing around screaming didn't noe where to walk .

den push push push in the end back to the place that we THOUGHT was a dead end .and actually there was a way there .l0ls .so we continued to walk . FINALLY , we walked finish .

LORTS OF scary things sia .l0ls

teehee x))

after that we didn't dare to go in once again .hahas

l0ls . we reached there about 11.00 and went home about 8.00 l0ls

so many hours spent in escape .hahas .but its was a fun day la .

lalalala =DD

2005-11-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

eee .. i no clothes !!
i WANT CLOTHES !
I WANT MP3 !
I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA !
I WANT JACKET !
I WANT NEW HANDPHONE !

woahh . so many things sia .REALLY WONDER WHEN DEN I CAN GET WHAT I WANT SIA . ! L0LS!!

MONEY ARRS MONEY .
STILL MUST SAVE LORTS OF MONEY TO BUY ME AND LAO GONG DE THING!
SAVE MONEY RETURN SISTER !
SAVE MONEY BUY PRESENTS !
WOAHHHH . MONEY ! MONEY ! MONEY !

NO MONEY SIA . L0LS!

sians .sians .sians .days are BORING!
I MISS WO DE LAO GONG !
BAOBEII LAO GONG!!

OHH . HOMEWORK .I'VE NOT DONE MOST OF THEM YET .OH NO!
DIE DIE DIE ~ .

I MISS ALL MY SWEET DARLINKS . =/

2005-11-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

HEYY HEYY . LOTS OF DAYS PAST SINCE I LAST UPDATE MY BLOG . lalala . lazy to write .hahas .yuppyupp =DD . These days lots of things happen le wors . Keeping making my LAOGONG sad and angry . DEN quarral DEN okay agaiin .l0ls .hahas .yuppyupps .
HOLIDAYS boring sia . =((

Today 191105 is campus SUPERSTAR day . MY PRECIOUS LAO POIIE ,YVONNE went to join .yupps , me and yi lei wake up early in the morning at 5.30 just to wait for her to get ready and den SETOFF to the venue for the compeition . l0ls .in the end . YVONNE 7.am den ready sia .
l0ls .me and yi lei wait at her house for her to get ready =/

so at 7 . we set off to yew tee and ate our breakfast . Hahas .SHARED a plate of noodles with some other *liao* with yilei while yvonne had porridge .SHE PROMISED her self not to eat oily and fried food the week before the contest . AND **SHE DID IT ** .
3 chheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for YVONNE !
WAHAHAHA !!

lalalalas . so we ate and took mrt to BISHAN .when we REACHED there . L0TS of people were already queing up sia .BORING . den wait for about 45 min or maybe 1 hour . the supervisor or whoever .made an annoucement that those who are just supporting their friends or whoever and not joining the contest .PLS STEP OUT OF THE LINE , and proceed to the third level where the stage is .!!
Wahahah .so me and yilei went there .not much people AT FIRST .so we sat at the front and is liek we both wearing skirt and MY is SHORT . l0ls .den my bag so small cannot cover sia .so very *kan cok* .Hahahs .while yilei skirt is abit longer and her bag is big enough to cover . IN THE END . we decided to take turns to cover .hahas . l0ls .
THE CONTEST STATED that they are starting at 10.00 but like HELLO . they started at 11.30 . DOTS!!

DENN finally JUNYANG AND SUGI came .hahas .of cos all their fans and PEOPLE ! .started to scream and shout and den everybody stand up so we oso stand up lol .den try to squeeze to the front .and btw the time we squeeze to the front . LOTS of people had DONE THAT before us .
hahas , so in the end . we were pushed back by abit and we couldn't see as SOME STUPID ADULTS . who squeeze in were TALL .and they were standing right infront of us .hahas .
yyupps . so FINALLY . they started .den i was *ahem ahem* i cannot see i cannot see . hahas .like talking to air .but the men infront came to realise his blocking me so he try to siam* abit .hahas . yupps .

DEN..... HOURS PAST . lots of contestant go in and out .yupps .and at first they was 1 sec 1 gals .same age who has such a cute and sweet voice .her lovely voice that sang out the song .caught the AUDIENCE attention . AND they started TO CLAP . HAHAS .indeed .YOUNG TALENT .hahas .
and den came a few twins .some went in some did not .and den next another TWIN caught both me and everybody and even judges attention . They came on stage together , INTRO .and sang one by one .IMPRESSED BY THE SISTERS voices . i CLAPPED LOUDLY TOO . hahas .really .it's true . they both got nice voice , den the judges requested that the both sister sing the same song together , AND guess what . BEAUTIFUL AND SWEET VOICES CAME OUT .AUDIENCE CLAPPED !
hahas .Really admired them . =DD
while waiting for yvonne .LOTS of people were all squeezing and cheering .all * qui sio * .damn hot .yi lei almost fainted sia .luckly .SHE NEVER .hahas .

DEN suddenly something happen . GOT THIS UNREASONABLE ADULT .CAME SQUEEZING IN .LIKE EXCUSE ME .SHE DIDN'T EVEN SAY EXCUSE ME .SHE JUST TOUCH TOUCH OUR WAIST AND PUSHED .LIEK WTF . MOLESTING IN DAYLIGHT!!
HAHAS .dots! .
yupps .she keep touching me so no choice i siam let her pass .anot i don't want dehhs .den in the end when she went straight to the front .one of the people infront couldn't stand her and they 2 started to quarral .like hello .VULGAR LANGUAGE came out from both the people mouth .both mid-age and young . DOTS! .
well .idon't care either .=/
In the end . the mid-age woman gave up and moved to the back .hahas . old hag!
lalala . l0ls .

we continued to watch the contestant sing and finally .they were a luNch break for the judges and the crew . Hahas . yupps . den KELLY . XINHUI . WILLIAM . DERRICK CAME TO THE STAGE .and had a talk with the audience .hahas . L0VE THEM .
HAHAS .INTRESTING . THEIR ENTERTAINMENT ROCKS !
hahas .

soon after that .they continue .and more contestant came in .this time the judges were more strict .
heard some nice voices but they were out .l0ls .NO TASTE!
GAGA .jus joking .hahas!!

hmmm . DENN.. its like we have already been standing for more den 3 or 4 hours and its still not yvonne turn !

DENN .finally . its yvonne turn .she sang beautifully .BUT .she's OUT .LIKE CUMON' MOST OF THE AUDIENCE BOO WHEN THE RED LIGHT WAS UP . MEANS THEY THINK YVONNE HAS A GREAT VOICE .HAIYO .STUPID JUDGES . DESTROY YVONNE DREAMS!
HAHAS .l0ls .aniway .there's still other chances la .well yvonne mus continue to pursue her dreams and not give up ba !

i'll SUPPORT HER ALL THE WAY .haha =DD

yupps . this is the story of the day!

ANYWAY FOUND ONE NICE SONG I LOVED!

IT'S CALL # COME WHAT MAY #
try listening!

2005-11-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Heyy heyy , what a tiring day sia . went to botanic garden today wit my family and CAN YOU BELIEVE IT . * i've never been to there before .wahahah !! .l0ls. hmmm , we walk quite a distance and all begin to feel tired .so we decided to buy some drinks to quench our thirst , there was a small shop selling drinks . yupp . so we went there to buy 2 cups of pepsi .GUESS WHAT .
2 small cups of pepsi COST = $5.20 . CAN you believe it l0ls .hahas , as we had our drinks my father keep niam niam very ex , veri ex . den keep joking l0ls , such a funny daddy i've got .lalala ~ .WE took LOTS AND LOTS of picture .total picture taken = 72 .
HAHAS .great day spent in botanic garden .lalala ! =DD
AFTER that long walk we decided to go somewhere that has air-con , so we decided to go to imm . hahas , we went there to buy some stuff back and to take a look at the first christmas tree that we are going to buy for christamas . GAGA . just so excited .
AFTER buying our stuff . we proceed to the other levels and to out disappointment ! no christmas trees were found available! . DOTS!
SUCH A DIAPPOINTMENT ~
hahas .
tiring day =/

2005-11-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

heyy . days are BORING i must say . Purr purr . DOTS! . today after school went to junction 8 wit LAOGONG and its like .no hillgrovians there ?? and we two looks odd out of the crowd .hahas . Ate mac and it's like we took lots of sweet chili . about 12 packets and we manage to finish it off . hahas . FUNNY ! l0ls . den after that we two like shua ku* . (like never come before like that ) , hahas . shop till so excited . Hahas .Our main purpose is to buy birthday present for LAOGONG's younger brother .^^ . In the end . we brought a keychain with his name on it .LOVE his name .(ZHENGHAN) .Hahas .(duno why) . lalala .den after that we shop shop den go home le . hahas .

* TML going out with LAOGONG . 4th monthh . gaga . lalala .

ahhhh .salsa dance hurr . suddenly so intrested in dancing .lalala .nice .wakakka !! =DD
mus faster find a studio .lalala .dance all day !! .( CRAZY ) hahas .

2005-11-09T15:24:00.000+08:00

heyys . lalala . first time blogging on o911o5 . Although i've created my blog for quite some time .
mymy . i just LOVE mahh blogskin . LOVE that gothic face of ashlee simpson . but come to songs , of cos its her sisters songs ! .muahahah ` .
l0ls . gaga .enough of my nonsensical nonsense . lalalala
hmmm .l0rts of things have happen . i must say . things that hurt mie and all that .but i've learned to be strong or should i say , I'M LEARNING!
i must i must .
i will never drop a single tears infront of those stupid stinky bitches and bastard .thinking that i'm asking for SYMPATHY . NO WAY!
if you think you noe mie .guessed you all are wrong .DON'T act as if you noe me okay . DON'T !
if you all were to stand in my shoes .i guessed you must have been hurt too and will definatly cry to .
well well , guess i'll just have to change my attitude too . mah stinky attitude .
but sometimes .in this world i can't make everyone accept me .so i'll just try my best to be a BETTER ME =DD .

lalalala . plus .i've got my MR ONG + ONGS' baby . i feel so bless having them BY MY SIDE
i do LOVE all of you . =DD